I feel like I’ve been around the world and back again. But I feel happy and content and I feel confident.
Our beautiful baby already has a strong personality. It’s still in breech and nothing, not all the chinese medicine, moxibustion, herbal medicine or crazy exercises has made any difference. So next Wednesday I’ll see Doc again and we’ll finalise the time and date for a caesar.
I’m OK with it now, it took awhile and 1 session with a physiologist but now I understand that I can’t control everything especially other people. So I now believe this is the lesson that my baby plans on teaching me already.
The focus on the birth needs to be about getting/bringing the life Will and I made into the world safely and with love and that is what we’ll be doing; the means is unimportant. Apparently this is much easier to understand once you have had a child, which is why I was a little slow to catch on.